So for the last several years I've been buying handgun after handgun, rifle after rifle trying to scratch that itch for my true holy grail gun. And yet after I buy one, used or new I adore it, cherish treasure and glorify it for awhile but the love seems to fade.
I cannot seem to find the right one. I run through volumes of pages of guns looking for that holy grail.
There is an empty feeling.
Until perhaps today. Yes, I think I found it!
It was hiding in the back of an old file cabinet. Did I in fact already have it?
Yes Yes I did in fact already have it. Are you sure it is in fact what you've been searching for all these years I asked myself. I honestly do believe it is. I could feel my pulse bump up when I saw the box.
Anticipation as I brought it to the table and opened the box.
My heart broken when I opened the box and it wasn't in there. Brain is skipping though random memory events when I realize I sold it. Heart sinks lower. A whimper out the lips. He calls himself derogatory names.
It is gone. Will I ever find another perfect pistol? I don't know. Is there one out there? Can I get it back in it's perfect condition as I when I sold it? Will I really feel fulfilled if I get another exactly like it?
I don't know. I think I need a beer.
My Holy Grail Gun Search
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